At Risk of Drowning

Just a look from you can floor me.
Your eyes...   lub dub lub dub LUB DUB
We could say nothing. Nothing at all.
     Just a sound makes me giddy.
     hehehe
A child like sense of excitement flares up inside of me when you're nearby.
All I want to do is call out your name
    I want to run into you
    I want you to lean on me
    I want to steal moments with you
    I want to sit and say nothing
    I want to lay and talk about everything

I want to drown myself for my attraction to you.
I feel like a fool, writing about you without you knowing it, hearing it, seeing it.
I am wading deep into the ocean with no life jacket
    but I have the energy to do my elementary backstroke for hours on end.
Maybe I'll be ok. Maybe not.